learned a valuable lesson..but i didnt lik it..i was mad

hi hi :) well to start off nope! i didnt win tha talent show on saturday...just got a participation certificate, i didnt go shoppin wit my friend on sunday cuz her mom was trippin, had no choice but 2 go 2 a lil kid b-day party that was far from home (which was fun), and i was very helpful at my skool yesterday delivering roses and cupcake passes :3 that made my day 2 c tha smiles on there faces...my valentine wasnt there that day or even 2day...i think hes sick...a lot of ppl at my skool hav been gettin sick lately...so i hope mez valentine get better so i can giv him his card and fav candy ^////^ oh and i hope u all had a happy v-day! if not then *HUGS U* I WILL B UR VALENTINE IF U LIK XD hehe so any who i learned sumtin 2day......dont fwd skool work for computer anymore..why? well i shall tell u..2day in computer class i was complanin bout how i didnt do lik 3 to 4days of work 4 last wk that i need 2 send my teacher..so my friend who i fwd work to cuz she doesnt do her work..as always....got caught...she went to her email 2 find the fwd msg i sent her of work and sis mai caught her! yes she is a nun! not a nice one either but ok...at times.....so she calls the vice-principal down...he comes ova and talks to us. an we mak an agreement....to not fwd each otha work anymore and do our own work so anotha up-roar wuldnt occur...he said he wuld b checkin in on us 2 mak sure we r doin wat we agreed..we were lik ok. but here is wat got me...once he left for about a few minutes i call sis mai ova cuz sumtin was stuck in my keyboard and i culdnt type..so she comes ova and takes it out...then tells me this " u betta not fwd anymore work anymore or u will get ISS!that seven detentions u got that!" (aka for those that dont kno ISS is In School Saspendtion...bad thing) so rly she kind rly threatened me...of course i am black! i wuld hav gone off on her but i just stayed calm turned around and did my work...i mean i already hav her 4 italian...man wat a pain! i hope this wk turns out betta well ttyl4 now followers

HEY EVERYBODY! GUESS WAT?! :3

hey followers, no time no blog! well i hav to sum things up 4 u lik i always do...an most of the time its still long, lol. okz last wkend i went to state in San Antonio, TX for soccer..we won runner-ups! i was happy as day! then we stayed down there wit my cuzin 2 c him..since he moved 2 san antonio not that long ago. an his house is awesomz! but wat rly surprised me was th toilet! yes, i said toilet! why u mite ask? well here is uranswer: THERE WAS A HALF FLUSH AND A FULL FLUSH BUTTON! XD i had neva seen that b4! it was just an amazment to me! all my aunt did was laugh an tell me i was so silly...then it became a long 4hour drive bak tha next day..oh i 4got we went out to eat to celebrate and boy did me and my mom act lik lil kids...i colored a kiddie menu :3 hm..lets c..oh! then i found out at tha last minute that th talent show was this saturday (2/5/11) so my mom just said "play wat u played last year. u dont hav time to learn sumtin new" i was lik ok. then i got a hobo jacket 4rm my friend it was so huge! an awesomz! then tha next day was my friend NINJA's B-DAY!! XD an i got my hair rebraided then tha next day tha best thing eva happened at skool! A BLACKOUT! XD cuz it was cold and sumtin bout shuttin down tha power in one area then puttin power on in anotha so lik wateva.....a lot of ppl wanted to go home that dayt cuz tha power went out lik three times that day! an it took more than an hour tpo turn it bak on. so lik tha next day was weird! at lunch thaey put tha 9th grade and 10th grade  togetha cuz sum teachers were leacin b4 tha rode turn to ice and sum lived farther out not even tha 11th and 12th graders were barely in class....then they decided to just let us watch movies tha rest of tha day! an guess wat? i had no skool 2day! but wat made me mad was that it didnt snow, wat a drag! but im happy we had no skool woot! woot! so lik now im just chillin til 2mmorrow. oh an v-day is coming up....i rly wanna go shopping wit my friend Jenny next wkend so we can buy v-day gifts...but shes on punishment for now...but tha thing is she has to try to stay off punishment until afta we done shoppin! cuz i rly dont spend that much time wit her...i mean at skool i do but lik outdoor no...so i wanna hang out wit her nxt wkend...i hope she does come...well ttyl 4 now :3

i just had 2 miss a day of skool, wat a bummer :p

hello all, its been a while. hm lets c....i got my hair braided yesterday...i got my stitches out on friday plus i missed skool...an since i didnt go i missed our anime meetin, they had decided 2 mak me a recruiter (find otha ppl) i was kool wit it but rly wished i didnt miss skool...since i missed that one day i hav lik three tests to tak on tuesday when i get bak plus i gotta finish this hw they gav me T.T im tryin so had 2 do it but i get so easily distracted by things...well wish me luck...oh an i finished drawin my lotus picture 4 a project that i hav 2 turn in on tuesday...i chose tha lotus cuz its my fav flowa...oh an i also missed out eatin sushi wit a friend yesterday since i had 2 get my hair done...she was sad and a lil mad that i didnt come but she 4gav me in tha end...well i just wanted 2 let u kno wat was up, lol ttyl 4 now XD

went to the hospital and got stitches :p

first off yes im ok, second hello :), and third i will tell u tha story of how it all happened. ok i was at home just got bak 4rm skool, eating cheesecake, told lil sis i wuld go outside wit her afta i finish, mom friend leavs 2 go pick up his son. ok i go outside wit my lil sis on my ripstik while she rides her bike then she a lil...well rly far ahead of me so i tell her 2 slow down cuz cars come around that corner street fast, so while i was ridin 2 catch up wit her i wasnt lookin at tha ground i was 2 busy payin attention 2 my lil sis an i didnt notice tha huge crack in tha ground. then it happend.....i flew fwd, hit smack face into tha ground! glasses broke, my bracelet broke, but i was mostly freakin out of how much blood was comin out of my head! i scream at my lil sis 2 hurry bak 2 tha house! i rush inside and grab a towl to wipe out all tha blood then i called my moms friend and told him wat happened. so long story short mom found out then she started freakin out! i went 2 tha hospital, there were very nice ppl there....then i got stitches! yes i cried, becuz i rly hate needles! my mom says shes buyin me and my lil sis helmets! it wasnt tha fact i didnt hav a helmet its just that i wasnt payin a lil more to tha landscape ahead. oh by tha way i fixed my glasses! well sumwat...wit tape, a rubber band, and scissors :p

1st day bak! Surprise Visits and MY MOMS B-DAY! XD

hi hi all! well 2day was my 1st day bak at skool, i didnt rly lik my scheduale that much but at least i dont hav a lot of hw! so yay me! okay any who, at skool right afta 4th period was ova and i went 2 anotha class 2 get a book 2 work on hw in 5th period, guess who? my friend jojoe came! (real name joseph) he had come down 4rm dallas 2 c us! i already knew he was comin i just didnt kno this early! oh by tha way he graduated 4rm our skool last year he's in college now if ur wonderin, lol. so me and jenny were hapy 2 c him and even more happy when he stayed durin our lunch 2 tell us how it is in dallas, we had fun! XD he wasnt the only one that visited, our friend hunter (who also is a graduate came 2 c us) how awesomz is this! then at tha end of tha day my big bro markz came 2 visit and c his gf! just 2 let u kno markz isnt rly my bro i just consider him as one :) then afta skool i went 2 tha dentist, then HEB PLUS STORE! an tried some awesome sushi! it was new! so me and my moms friend got her a cheesecake and i chose her a sushi party tray (it also had tha new sushi in it) when we got home and gav it 2 her she was so happy....4 a women only one year away 4rm bein 40! lol dont tell anyone! my mom doesnt even look her age so no big deal :p well 2day went by pretty quick, we start takin TAKS practice test 2mmorrow, wat a pain! just gettin bak an already this, ugh! also i cleaned out my bakpak! it wasnt junky just heavy, my bakpak always seems 2 b heavy but its all tha stuff i need so i minimized it, an it feels lighter....sumwat lol XD well ttyl 4 now my dear followers! 

lol 4got wat 2day was, wait now i rememba! :p

ok i was suppose 2 post this the day it happened..i barely rememba wat happened that day...well it was a sunday...yeah! a sunday, me, my cuzin, and his friend went to walmart so my cuzin culd but his ipod annd otha stuff to go wit it then we had complications when his mom called and said he need 2 return one of tha items he had an use his gift card 2 pay 4 it...i understood where hes mom was comin 4rm...she didnt want him spendin all his money lik that espically when he has a gift card, that idiot! we had 2 go all around tha world in walmart 4 help cuz it was so packed, but it all ended 2 a long line almost leadin outside tha double-doors. he's friend left him in line 2 go buy a drink (i was gettin tha feelin he wasnt comin bak until it was time 2 go), so yeah i left my cuzin too 2 go look at tha books. i found a book i wanted then bought it, i had bough 36sumtin dollas left (i had a 50dolla bill) so once i paid 4 my book,my cuzins friend paid 4 his drink, my cuzin was finally done! then we had 2 wait on my cuzins mom 2 come get us 2 tak us 2 gamestop. while we waited we kept tellin ppl that tha enterance door was workin and they had 2 use tha exit (i kept thinkin man it wuld b nice if they paid us) then finally afta waitin my aunt came and took us 2 gamestop, it was packed in there also! i only bought one game! then i was broke! my cuzin had 2 pay 4 me 2 get sumtin 2 ear off tha dolla menu sense i barely had money. an thats wat my mom had called me bought also! (oh i shuld hav mentioned this im not at home, im at my aunts house, i go home 2mmorrow) yea she didnt lik tha fact that otha ppl had 2 pay 4 me...she thought it was wrong of me 2 spend my money lik that! well i didnt spend it carelessly...but i got wat she meant...well i go home 2mmorrow..oh yeah im goin 2 tha movies also wit a friend since she bored..i didnt mind cuz i didnt hav anythin 2 do...well ttyl 4 now XD    ps: tha pics above is the book i bough and tha gamme i bought :)

FINALLY!!! I GOT ME A NEW PHONE!!! XD

phew! wat a long day! well thats 4 yesterday since its 2am sumtin in tha mornin here. i just jumped out of tha showa and tha bad thing is i hav 2 get up around close to 8am so i can get my hair braided; its my aunt xmas gift 2 me and my lil sis. well i got one xmas gift early MY NEW PHONE!!! yes i said it MY NEW PHONE!!! XD ive been toyin wit it since i got it activated (which toook 4eva cuz i was busy cookin and otha things; but wat rlt took me 4eva was puttin all tha contacts on there) so yea theres a pic of my phone, best part is its all touch screen! GOSH I LOVZ MY PHONE!!! XD oh if any of u may want my numba let me knos! :3  (ps i took tha pic wit my old phone since it was stiill active)

Festival Of Lights!! (happened on friday) XD

hello all!!! i kno i shuld hav post this tha day it happened but i was tired when i got home 4rm this awesome field trip :) i culdnt post it saturday cuz i had chores, work on my reviews 4 finals (even though i kept gettin easily destracted 4rm workin), an today i can post it cuz i remembered 2 and im not bein lazy at tha moment. so any who i will tell u all about it! ( i will hav 2 shortin it cuz i hav 2 go to bed, mom doesnt lik me on tha computer all night, so if u think i didnt giv a lot of detail in it u kno why) ok so it was a gud crowd of us goin 2 moody gardens 2 c tha lights then ice skate or imax. so heres tha deal bout tha bus system; u rode tha yellow bus goin there u ride tha gud bus bak; u ride tha gud bus there u ride tha yellow bus bak! no one rly liked tha idea but we had no chose. so we got on tha bus (i was on tha gud bus) an we were off!! first we went 2 cicis 2 eat (i got a mini ggrim reaper toy!) plus i scared tha crap out of my friend jenny and chris screamin "ITS TIME 2 GO STOP MAKIN OUT!!" i lmao, XD so on tha ride 2 moody gardens it was loud!! but thank god 4 tha power of headphones. ok once we got there we got tha tickets then walked around 2 c tha lights!!! an omg! I WAS LIK A FREAKIN LIL KID THERE!!! XD i took pics of a lot of light figures!! it was a lot of fun just long!!! so durin my walk wit othas there my friend adrianna kept buggin me bout goin ice skatin b4 we leav, so we all had 2 run lik almost to tha beginnin 2 get 2 tha ice skatin ring. an u kno wat i told her this when i had 2 get her off tha ice NEVA TELL ME U WANT 2 GO ICE SKATIN CUZ UR NOT GONNA GO!!! U GOT IT!!! she was so terrified on tha ice i had 2 get on!! (after i swore 2 myself 2 neva get on afta my terrible childhood experince) but i got on to help a friend....i culdnt just leav her there. i took her one-tenth way maybe shorter of tha ring, but tha hard part was gettin her off...but sunhow we got her off. an u kno wat i wasnt all that scared 2 ice skate it was  fun 2 me :) but i was so tired in tha end, i stopped skatin when they said they needed a few minutes 2 clean tha ice. so i was lik thats it 4 me!!! i got a big pretzel and looked at tha rest of tha lights. so when i was done it was time 2 go, an get on tha yellow bus!!! it was a lot of fun cuz we kept singin kiddy songs...then one of tha adults got annoyed so it was mute time 4 us. then tha rest of tha way there my friend jesse kept tube harassin me!!! DO NOT ASK!!! >.< but otha then that i had fun on tha lil field trip b4 skool ended. well ttyl 4 now :)
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tha pics above r wat i took of tha lights there XD (i hav a lot more but i only wanted 2 post two of them)

Rainin Puppies at my skool!! 0_0

all tha talk around skool has been bout those damn puppies hidden behind our skool!!! how did they get there? an why? u ask! well i will tell u. u c there use 2 be this white stray dog that just walked around tha grounds of our skool rite, no one bothered it and it didnt bother us so we feed it at times. then not that long ago tha skool called animal control on tha dog and they came and tranquilized it, also it had puppies! everyone in my skool said that tha dogs puppies were takin away but there were three hidden behind our skool! once sum ppl known this they wanted 2 get tha dogs 2 tak home and keep away 4rm animal controll! on wensday my friend marrisa got tha all black dog wit tha white paw ( tha dog was huge! lik a fur ball!) one down two 2 go! then yesterday on our way 2 tha park i spotted a dog under a bunch of pieces of broken wall or sumtin! i told everyone that was far bak as walkin as i was an got tha dog! sabrina named it nala or zala one of them names! she had called her mom 2 come get it but one of tha girls claimed it 4 her own and took it! wow wat a bitch huh, jkin. so she was mad but she tried not to wry bout it. then 2day my friend sakura got tha brown one, she named her sky! pretty name huh, if u were 2 hav seen tha dog. an my friend anna final got tha last puppy (she was dyiin 4 one, lol) it was all black wit a white spot! so yea there goes our rainin puppies! lol, now only 2more wks, one wk 2 review then next wk finals, then xmas break! CANT WAIT!!! XD     - ps thnx 2 those that commented my last post :) -

My...life..is goin down hill.....wat shuld i do :(

well best way for u to understand my situation is if i start from tha beginnin, im lettin u kno now this is gonna b a long ass post, so try 2 b patient wit me cuz this is important. ok it all happened...a thursday..i had a soccer game. u c we were suppose 2 beat this team cuz tha last time we played them they only got 2points and we had none. just to giv u a heads up thats a gud thing in soccer. but no we were gettin our ass-kicked! we kept bunchin up together, no one rly ran 4 tha ball, and we just seemed 2 not b playin rite (i culdnt move that much 4 tha position i had on tha field) then tha first half ended and our goalie also shes our coach just went off on us!!! she was screamin this 2 tha coach (first she threw off her gloves) "I CANT PLAY WIT THIS TEAM!!! I JUST CANT!!! IDK WAT THA HELL THERE DOIN OUT THERE BUT THERE NOT THA TEAM I PLAYED WIT THA LAST TIME WE FACED THEM!!! I DONT EVEN WANT 2 GO TO CHAMPIONSHIP WIT THEM!!! WERE NOT EVEN A TEAM!!!!" for one i kno im a tomboy but i can b emotional at times, when i get mad i start 2 cry. yes i did cry my eyes out, i wanted 2 say a few words 2 my caaptain but i kno i culdnt. my friend anna came ova and told me 2 stay calm and it'll b ok. u cant play all pissed of ok, all i did was nod. it rly hurt me 2 hear her say that i kno that5 i sucked cuz i missed lik seven balls comin 2 me!!! i had the ball and in just 2seconds it was taken 4rm me. (fast fwd) so tha  game ended we lost, i grabbed my crap and started walkin 2 tha bus then i burst out cryin all ova again. my friend viv came ova and told me this " its ok aleria we'll get to play them again and we might---" once she said that lil sentenced i went off "FUCK IT VIVI!!! WAT DO U MEAN GO AGAINST THEM AGAIN!!!" then i sat on tha ground cryin......my teammates just passed me by not havin tha care 2 comfort me....except 4 anna....she sat next to cryin also then she say "let all out ok cuz u cant start a fight on tha bus" and turst me i let it all out!!!! i said everythin i culdnt say 2 my goalie outside. then lata on while sittin on tha bus my captain wanted 2 sing 2 me cuz she didnt kno y i was cryin...only anna knew...no one else. alrite one story down one 2 go. sry if i mite b borin u wit my terrible life at tha moment but if u think that was a bunch a bull listen to this. this happened yesterday, OH WAIT!!!! ON FRIDAY I WORE MY HARRY POTTER CLOAK 2 REPRESENT THA MOVIE COMIN OUT THAT DAY AND NO I DIDNT C IT, I DIDNT HAV ANY MONEY!!! :P ok so any who yesterday my mom was pissed off at me 4 not wakin up early enough 2 get my hair done ( i woke up at 1:20pmsumtin close to 1:30pm) my hair appoint was at 2pm. she was screamin at me on tha phone tha whole time!!! u think that was bad let me get 2 tha gud part. so im done gettin my hair done go home, half way start cleanin my room then stop cuz tha tinker bell movie was on, then this happened best way 2 sum this up. my  mom is tired of me she cant tak me anymore, if i cant do wat im told (chores wise) and anythin else at home im gettin kicked out!!! seriously!!! one more wrong doin and im out!!! not on tha streets but 2 my grandmas house 4 tha rest of tha skool year......but who knos how long i mite stay. all my mom did was scream and holler talkin bout she doesnt kno wat 2 do wit me and blah blah! then my grandma called and best way 2 sum this up SHES DISAPPOINTED IN ME, DEEPLY!!!!  so yeah....im hated by everyone now....an idk wat 2 do.....my mom is tryin her best 2 act as though nu10 happened.....but my family doesnt 4get stuff lik this....so i kept tellin myself imgoin 2 hell yesterday......i kept thinkin i shuldnt exist.....i shuld just die....i felt alone.......sakura-chan told me 2 pray on it........but i doubt that will help......all i can do is pretend 2 b happy again....so othas wont wry so damn much.........life sucks